Relax and Wait for The New Challenge

   It has been a long time since my last post which is the first post for this blogger, I have nearly forgotten that I created this blogger. The day I created this blogger is the day I received my result for SPM. I was having a pretty bad mood that day and so I created this blogger, a place for me to release my tension.
  
   However, I am having a pretty good mood today, it is a total different situation compared to that day, just finished my exam of Cambridge AS-Level and thus having a relaxing time now~ I shall relax myself after the tough time I was going through these few days. I shall wait for my current exam result to come out while relaxing myself till then. Althought i know i may actually get a bad result for some subjects, especially Accounting. I was pretty bad in this, I wonder why did I choose to study this in the first place. Still, I shall relax myself and have a good time with my friends and family now as being nervous about that would be meaningless now. I shall relax and wait for the result to come out and wait for the new challenge, whether I will pass all the subjects and just concentrate for the next semester exam, or fail in Accounting and retake for the exam. Who knows? I will wait and see...
 
   Well, I am going to hang out with my best friend again later, hope that next time I post a new blog will be coming out with something different and special. Will anythings special happen during this holiday that will brighten or change my life? I shall relax and wait for that...

第一次的部落格

   第一次啊。。。这是我第一次写blog。。。在开启这部落格户口时，我还真的不知道该写什么好。。。但现在我却有很多东西想写。。。为什么呢？只因为我现在的心情。。。当心情不好时。。。总是希望可以有个人来与自己聊聊，但如果没有。。。也只能将着不开心的情绪抒发于这里了。。。
   今天一大早，我比平时早了点起身，只因今天是个蛮重要的一天。。。今天是成绩放榜的日子。。。一大早，我的心情可是又好又紧张，想着等一下就要知道这一年来我所努力的成果。。。简直紧张到呼吸困难。。。在去着学校的路途中。。。见到自己又走这这条好久没走的这条路，也就是去学校的路，还真是怀念啊。。。走着走着。。。眼见已越来越接近学校了，心跳也跟着越来越快，甚至呼吸也越来越沉重，这心情是紧张到不行。。。甚至还肚子痛。。。哎。。。一到学校。。。眼见母校就在面前，却是抱着如此紧张的心情踏进去。
   进去后，又遇到了以前的同学们。。。忽然好怀念我的中学生活。。。过后，我们就一起进入教室领取这张利用一至两年的时间和努力所拼出来的一张纸。。。一张会影响我们的未来的纸。。。紧张到肚子痛的我从学长那里拿到成绩时简直已经讲不出话来。。。拿了成绩我并没第一时间拿来看，而是走到一个角落后，在慢慢的摊开来，眼睛完全是集中于那张纸上。。。一看。。。看完。。。心情瞬间从紧张变得轻松，在变得沉重。。。成绩并没有我理想中的好。。。也低于我最低的限度。。。当时也不知要做什么。。。
更犹豫着要不要打给妈妈说。。。直到我发觉自己并不是朋友当中唯一一个得到这对我来说不是很好的成绩时。。。我才有点勇气打给妈妈。。。
  妈妈听了成绩之后，她并没生气，只对我说没关系。。。算不错了。。。但我隐约感觉得到妈妈的失望。。。突然觉得有点对不起爸爸妈妈，对不起自己。。。但也不能怎么样了。。。已成定局。。。如果要责怪。。。也只能责怪自己不够用功吧。。。算了吧~ 只希望以后的路可以走的更好，这样就好了。。。不管怎样。。。前面的路还是要继续往前走。。。我一定会加油的。。。绝对不放弃。。。
                                                                                     
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